Wow, the past several months have been rough. Ya know how I mentioned how excited I was because I finished an 81 page document I was working on? I was stoked! And I still am. But right when I thought I could move forward with minimal involvement in what that document was regarding, a case just unexpectedly re-opened. I’m in shock. I NEVER expected this to happen. I was immediately overwhelmed by so many different emotions. Shock, excitement, empowerment, fear, exhaustion, numbness, etc. But more than anything, I felt the overwhelming confirmation of my Heavenly Father being extremely involved and right there by my side. He has been with me every step of the way. And I knew that this unexpected call and almost “second chance” was something that came directly from my Heavenly Father. I knew what He needed me to do.
I’m needed for the case in just over a week. It’s a little nerve-racking, but I feel a sense of peace and strength that I don’t believe is entirely my own. However, I recognize the part that is truly from me and from the hard work and healing I’ve done. I’m proud of myself. I don’t know what will happen in the next week, or with what is scheduled next month, but I trust my Heavenly Father. And I will do what He would have me do, no matter what.